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Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..
Thursday, August 11, 2005
alive--but better off dead.
i don't have anything cool or new or unusual to share but i decided to post since i've been on hiatus for a bit long. exams are over and fortunately, i passed CHINESE. i'm not sure about TRIG and PHYSICS though..  lately, i've been so down. of course, THEY would be oblivious to this because here i am, everyday cheery, loud, and laughing. always trying to plaster a smile on my face and utter a joke that'll crack them up.. just so i can conceal in this mask. would they even care if they knew? i doubt. i'm losing my senses and i don't know what to do anymore. have you ever felt like you wanted to give up because everything just turns out WRONG? have you ever felt so betrayed and alone that you just want to die? i have. and i don't know what to do, either. p.s.: i keep another journal wherein i write about more personal stuff. i guess it wouldn't hurt if i shared this to you. so go visit my LJ (i'll post the link, later. i'm still fixing some stuff) [/EDIT] who wants to host me? (yeah right. as if someone would) i've been wanting to do a new blog. this one is alright but i want to be hosted and i want to learn NEW stuff. :lolx: SITE UPDATES : added smilies. finally..  this blog is monotonous, especially because there are no smilies! i hope that, this too, shall pass.  PLUGS : lai, stefany, sofia (1) spat out. Permalink
Thursday, August 11, 2005 07:16 pm (n a j.)
Twisted perception due to my undying obsession..
Sunday, July 24, 2005
wuhooot!
 there you go. i won. (*grins*) well, before you accuse me of being too shallow, i must tell you that this is the first site awards thingy that i've joined that's why it's quite a big deal to me. thank you so much to all those who voted! naj <3 ya!
school is way too much pressure. i'm tired. just a few days ago i felt this very intense feeling of wanting to quit school. :( i just can't stand it anymore. and people around me aren't helping either! i'm tired of having to take chinese classes. i hate the teachers! (yeah yeah i always have this thing for chinese teachers. hate em.) i still have to get my ateneo application because i wasn't able to get it earlier so i wasn't there at the orientation last friday. (squirms) amp.. annoying! not that i'm going to ateneo, it's an option i guess. as to what course i'm taking, kristin and i are thinking about taking up HRM. 9hmm, what do you think? it's cool cos it's practical enough but at least it's not nursing. :P we both know that we can't take up masscom because a. it's not practical and b. after college graduation, we wouldn't want to be DJ's. anyway, i still have a lot of stuff to do! + communication bureau duties for the clarion. (i'll be reading out story excerpts & "today in history") + oration contest (why did SHE have to choose me, again? aug.30 people.) + exams (2 weeks from now. hot damn!) + college applications (unless i want to quit schooling and be a professional bum instead) + scriptwriting for the one-act play (me again! it's always me isn't it? *cries* i dont have any inspirations! dub and i thought of having a play about the hindus, because of the culture! what do you think? HELP!) + book report (english. shouldn't be that hard. i choose adeline yen-mah's chinese cinderella.) PLUGS : jacq, shenmue, peter, babygurl, belle (9) spat out. Permalink
Sunday, July 24, 2005 03:37 pm (n a j.) |
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